. Aldanisti!! - Don't leave your house without Changcut .

Dear Alda,

many things happen. i cn't story them all here. all i've gotta do is update. hehe.
dun be mad guys. hehe. actually i'm lazy to update. hehe.

sorry to everyone that is hurt due to me.
especially to my DEAR CHANGCUT DARLINGS!
sorry cos i have been neglecting u guys. huhu.

takaire yalls. love u guys the berry much!
my love for u guys will never change. hehe.

Tiara Rahman.

** Aldanisti!! **
11:06 PM

Dear Alda,

Ola Ola.

hmm. hey yalls.
how's you guys?

as for me,i'm OK. only my hand hurts a bit.
but it's nothing. no sign of blue black. just normal.

my problems with Bibi are settled and my hands
are in pain. wonder why??

if he knew,he will get mad at me.
well,i'm a psycho. i dun realise that wat i've been doing is stupid.

yeah. i'm stupid. haha.
i'm so stressed out sometimes that i would do anything.
almost anything.

and yesterday i did a mistake towards Bibi.
it's my second time. he did ask me to forget about it.
but i cn't. cos i should not forget it.
else,i would end up doing it again.

u wana know what i did to punish myself for doing the mistake again?
well actually i.....treat the wall as a punching bag.
and end up having my hand in pain. hehe.

yeah. thats what i did. yah i knw. its a stupid ting to do.
but too bad,i cn't control myself. =)
hehe. dun make it a big issue.

btw,left only 7 days from today. to my 17th birthday!
oh gosh. time is so going slow.
i cn't wait for 18! the official age!

hehe. kalau da 18,boleh buat macam-macam.
MUAHAHA! chey. tanduk da keluar.

ish. hehe. SHHH... dun tell my parents. lol.
dun be KEPO k? haha.

i'm so damn bored today. hand still in pain.
but i'd just ignore it.

malam nanti,kol Bibi! hehe.
tak jumpe,dapat OTP pon da ok.
rindu tau tak jumpe walaupon satu hari je.

ish,jiwang lak aku nie!
btw,i miss my Changcut Rangers too!
mane tah drg menghilang. hehe.

susah tol nak jumpe,kua same2. huhu. =(
hmm. thats all i got to say for today.
i gtg. dada.

love u guys. muash muash.

Lots of Love,
Lala Ciko Changcut Ranger.

Tiara Rahman.

** Aldanisti!! **
7:18 PM

Dear Alda,

Ola Ola.

ok. here we go again.
i'm so bored right now.

checking out Facebook and Myspace.
and chatting with Bibi <3.
i miss him tough i meet him just now. hehe.

btw,kecoh betul pat facebook. they commented my post.
there's arnd 50 comments. naseb tak gadoh sehk.
if not,i dunno wat to say.

well,i guess all i have to do now is PROVE that i can go far with Bibi <3.
i love him a lot! and i'm so not the play-girl-type of person. i'm faithful.

and not the sekejap-sekejap-je-mataer type.
klu boleh,i wanna be with Bibi <3 as long as i'm alive. hehe.

AWW. haha. today's school sucks! the part whereby i have to make
that Resistor tingy and shoulder it and test it,was fun.

the THEORY part was so damn ununderstood by me.
my teacher had already revise the whole chapter AGAIN but,it still
doesn't gets into my BRAIN. everyone is at chapter 6,and i'm on chapter 1.

how am i to get GPA of at least 3 this time???
oh shit. hehe. i dun wana be like that REBELLIOUS MAN WHORE!
LOL.OOPS! i'm dead! haha. =P

ok enough. i'm lazy to type more.
just wait for the next update.
i gtg. dada.

love u guys. muash muash.

Lots of Love,
Lala Ciko Changcut Ranger.

Tiara Rahman.

** Aldanisti!! **
4:53 AM

Dear Alda,

Ola Ola.

hey hey again guys.
how are u? hehe.

lala ok2 fine je. baek je.
semakin hari,semakin sihat. =)

now,i'm in class. got nothing to do.
hasn't buy my books/jobsheets yet.
asik terpakai duet nak beli buku tu je.

hehe. damn i'm iching everywhere. haha.
hmm. skrg nga blaja maen lagu 'Realize by Colbie Caillat'.
nmpk mcm senang. but i nid a CAPO!
betul tak spellingnye? hehe.

and and btw,THE CHANGCUTERS is going to
BATAM this November. around 21st or 22nd November.
my birthday is like 11 November. i wish i could go there!
i want to! really really want to! huhu.

that is my only wish right now. klu dapat pegi,i wana take foto
with them. with ALDA!! hehe.
ok i gtg. i'll update soon. dada.

love u guys. muash muash.

Lots of Love,
Lala Ciko Changcut Ranger.

Tiara Rahman.

** Aldanisti!! **
9:00 PM

Dear Alda,

ola ola.

back again. lulu is always asking me to update my bloggy.
i'm so bored-and-malas right now. hehe.

watching 'Virgin 2' at dennyshotspot.com .
sambil msg-ing my dear dear bibi beylo. hehe.
kesian die dapat gaji 20 bucks je.
smpai nak belikn aku Teddy Bear pon tak dpt.

but i dun mind. as long as he's with me,i'll be happy.
i dun need a teddy. all i need is bibi. hehe.

" takpe luh bibi. sabar je luh k. semua nih
dugaan. disebalik setiap dugaan tu,ade hikmahnye.
so,tak gune kalau kite menentangnye. tak usahlah
use the Harsh way. hehe. "

chey chey. mcm phm lak aku bubual. hehe.

btw guys,sampai skrg aku lom uat cover lagi.
all i knw,the perfect place to record my voice
singing is under a block.

cos there's a perfect echo system. hehe.

and and btw,today found out something from
bibi's adik beradik angkat. naughty tol bibi.
hehe. but i still love him.

ya udah. aku cabut dulu. harus off deh.
dada. muash muash.

love u guys so much.

Lots of Love,
Lala Ciko Changcut Ranger.

Tiara Rahman.

** Aldanisti!! **
6:27 AM

Dear Alda,

ola ola.

hey. how's everyone? hehe.
yeah,i'm good. but on MC.

today,went to NUH at 10.30 am.
ear chackups again. but this time,transfered to a hospital.
i'm big enough for HPB,so they transfered me here.

haish. normal ear checkups. hearing test and all.
but this time, the doctor recomended to me that i should go for a SCAN.
just to check whether there's a tumor sitting inside.
she just wanted to confirm. for a better side of life. lol.

but,the SCAN tingy cost around 500++ dolars.
where am i to get that from?
i dun have that much money.
furthermore,cn't use medisave.

damn,what shud i do?
shud i not go for the scan? or shud i go but i've to save my money and work first?
haish. been thinking bout it since this morning.

but i dun tink i got a tumor.
even if i got one,i'd rather let it be.
i dun care. i dun tink it'll lead to death right?
haha. even if it does,people dies. they leave this world one day.

=) yeah i know,u guys would go all ape-kau-mepek-siah.
and confirm mad at me. mati aku.
hehe. tapi kenyataan,ini adalah pandangan aku.

wish me luck je luh ye.
problems dtg sekali sekala ye. tapi susah nak solve.
haish. haha. dah cukop cukop.
malas mau pikir. biarkan suda.

thers's still 6 months till my next ear checkups.
still got time. time to think. time to get money. and all.

all i wana do now is make a damn bloody cover on any song.
a perfect one though. bukan sembarangan nye.
aku ngok drg uat mcm sng je. tapi part aku nak uat,punye susa.
ish ish ish.

anyone help me??
hehe. sedap siah suare drg uat cover. atau uat lagu sendiri.
damn. do i've got wat it takes? hmm.

to hell with it. banyak pikir luh aku skrg. stress jugak tau.
sebab tu luh aku merokok. LOL.
now no more uh. malas.

da da da. siket je cite.
i'm busy. take care yalls.

love u guys. muash muash.

Lots of Love,
Lala Ciko Changcut Ranger.

Tiara Rahman.

** Aldanisti!! **
5:05 AM

Dear Alda,

sye kembali! hehe.

si lulu da complain yg sy tak update blog.
so hari nie,sy kene update.

sebenarnye,sy penat and malas.
sebab tu lame menghilang. hehe.

so,how's everyone???
i miss u guys.

right now,i'm in a where-the-heck-is-Bibi state.
yeah,i dunno where is he. and i cn't contact him.
cos his prepaid is low. and he hasn't be online since just now!
i've been waiting since just now.

but nah,i dun mind. i know he's somewhere in SPORE,so it's ok.
haha. it's just that..... I MISS HIM.
a lot! so so so so so so so much. hehe.

dah cukop psl bibi.
now,i miss my angels too,(though they bully me always).
lili is werking rite now. and lulu is dunno-wat-she's-doing.
and i'm stuck in front of the comp. as usual.

been editing photo and upload.
and i'm back in HABBO WORLD.
tat's the reason why i dun update all this while. hehe.
been busy playing Habbo. haha.

now,back to malas-nak-maen-habbo attitude.
and back to edit-gamba-aku attitude.
haha. pahamkn je ape aku bubual.

pape PICET TITTOT pat nomer hp ku.
ya udah aku mau off duluan. lagi bete nih.
dari tadi online,nunguin org yg ga muncul2.
waduh! BETE! SEBEL!

DADA. Love u. Take Care SMue.
Muah Muah Muah.

Lots of Love,
Lala Ciko Changcut Ranger.

Tiara Rahman.

** Aldanisti!! **
6:43 AM